From Revolution 2020 to Lockdown 2020

Now that it's almost been 3 months I'm stuck at home, I thought let's get my hands on writing all over again. I agree I'm not a writer, I never was, but almost 6 months back I used to have a habit of scribbling down some of my pathetic and rare good decisions of my life in a diary. But then I somehow got involved in work and stuff and I couldn't get the time to write. LAME EXCUSE! Now after spending all my time browsing internet, okay somewhat studying I agree, reading same old novels I've the hard copies of, suddenly the writer bug has stung me. I thought it'll keep be busy as well as improve my writing skills. Also given the insane amount of time I spend in overthinking , writing was the best thing to escape the realities of my life. 

So I asked a friend of mine (who knows me from my school days) , ' I was thinking about  starting a blog'. Well, initially he said yes go for it, but then asked me what will you write about. umm. wait, what!

Okay I wanted to write but i didn't know what to write. So i said I'll write random stuff, about life, etc. He taunted me back Bahla hi experience aa jida tenu life da. That hit me hard. It was like someone punched me badly. He was indeed correct. I literally don't know much about life, have no experience what-so-ever. 

So I asked another friend of mine, should i start writing, like kind of a blog or something. He literally send me a screenshot where his other friend who had started a blog was forcing him to read his blog. Fine I get it. What a kind and compassionate answer!

And if you both are reading this right now, I've started writing, not because I want to earn something out of it or that I want to prove anything to anyone but because I WANT TO and I always do what i want to do.

Back in December 2019 I had promised myself, I will strive to be a better version of myself, will work hard, do something and make myself proud. Trust me from January to March I literally tried my level best, it was very difficult at first for a person like me. I easily get distracted and i know this is a huge problem. Back in my college days when i had participated in a speech writing competition, my teacher had once told me, dear your write up was really nice, I enjoyed reading it but the problem is that it was a scattered all over. You should work on paraphrasing things properly. Maybe that's true with my life too, its scattered, all over the place. Doesn't really matter. 

So here I've started writing, pouring my heart out and it does not matter whether anyone reads this or not. I feel wonderful about this and I wanna continue to feel this way.